sweating my ass off for some reason.. just reached home from junyuan's house.. soccer/mahjong.. a while only lah..keano rocks.. cudicini sucks.. then guess wat. missed the last bus home lah.. WTF. then walked out more than half the way home.. then after a while got a bus come.. actually along that road i couldtake any bus so yeah. i was lucky.. anyway was prepared to walk all the way.. want to say far not far, want to say near not near.. yep. wtf, why am i sweating?!? even after a shower..

oh well, today the oh thing was quite a waste of time.. went to school saw a few ppl only.. so sian wanted to leave early. then ended up leaving at 5 after tying banners the whole day.. wtf. how many banners do they have man..

oh a hi to fabian and junyuan who found their way here.. haha, too bad no tagboard for you to diao me..

that was the past... why live in the past? no use at all..

so the future certainly seems bright yah... it's good to look forward. have faith..

yay it's finally over.. promos are over! oh wow to tell the truth don't really feel euphoric or anything.. is it because i din mug as i should have.. hmm don't thinkn so.. cuz i did study quite some bit.. so yeah, wait for results now.. daunting.. i'll pray for good results.. you should too.. oh well. will try get some stuff settled now.. oh which reminds me just how packed our after exams will be.. screwed up pw.. then open house and of course bball.. gonna train up my fitness soon. start soon. get into shape.. oh yes, saw the converse jersey aft donald told me about it.. was damn nice.. as in really damn nice.. loved the pants especially.. how very nice.. haha. okay, it rox. yea, feel a weight lifted from my shoudlers now that exams are over. yah.

sure seems that way now..

i'm okay now.. i hope. did 2000 maths promos.. was good.. only a few marks don't know.. aiyah, it's ok if i don't get full marks.. haha. oh well, the end of the promos is near. roxy. just that that last paper is bio. wonderful bio. i aws talking with my friend and we agreed that we know we can't finish studying bio.. i guess it's just that bio is such that this is the way it is. feeling a headache.. it's been around for some time.. since last night i think.. freaking couldn't sleep last night. no idea why.. but it's like that everytime before an exam.. not that i was nervous or anything. i was feeling damn good about it actually.. bu then i can't fall asleep, and i hate it.. ok, how to make oneself fall asleep? pls tell me.. usually i sleep like always lor.. hmm. ok, slack today.. can't imagine tmr.. mugging like mad.. mug bio..

can anyone feel my pain

how do i put it.. met her today. first time since like when.. i was like... i dunnoe, i really suck.. didn't know what to say, what to do.. felt blank and thoughts rushing through my head at the same time. dunnoe. will take some time i guess.. tried to sleep just now.. couldn't..i wonder why.. i do not wish to write anymore.

i've been thinking.. what i'm doing is letting go here.. as in i just say what i feel.. with minimal censorship(it used to be zero censorship).. then again what's the use of this.. i'm considering cutting down on my rantings..

why i haven't posted for the past 2 days.. other than exams.. sat watched soccer for like how long man.. it was like that. came out to slack around then realised germany-iceland was on. decided to watch it.. thinking yep long time no watch soccer.. than when it ended.. at 1am.. guess what.. din know england-turkey as up! wtf. that was the one i wanted to watch okay.. so no prizes for guessing what i did.. so ended up sleeping at 3 in the morning.. wow. but it was good.. though never thought david beckham would be one of those who'd appear in one of those "screw-up penalties videos".. haha. it was bad. and that bloody turks alpay and rustu should have screw each other.. wtf. anyway, than sunday mugged whole day.. well almost. physics paper was quite a nightmare.. wanted an A to be honest.. well, if only A were like 60% now.. doesn't really really matter actually.. cuz i wasn't planning to do phy s anyway.. but it's nice to have another a on the result slip. then fell sick on mon after the paper.. knew something was wong when i was dying in the LT mugging.. then got home and slept the day away.. luckily it's better today.. so could get my chem done.. will do more later.. come on, it's only three days left.. feeling vaguely good.. can't wait for exams to be over.. i can imagine playing bball on fri.. haha.